Birds singing in the sycamore tree.

OMG XD

2006-05-26T14:28:49Z

I found this on Mahar's LJ, which I found through the extensive, wonderful foaf network.

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/321994819

The three-names-only blank stopped me from writing the whole of the ADS - and by saying that, I seal my fate as unashamed and unspoken, and fortunately or unfortunately, the type of person to admit to anything -, but I'm happy with the results nonetheless. :D

ETA.

Finally got around to getting one of these. :p

Create your own Music List @ HotFreeLayouts!

Merging

2006-05-20T06:39:08Z

ph34rrrrrrrrrrr.

:D

Crossposted to
fushigiyuugi and pokemon

News Post + AUDC Rambling

2006-05-18T15:50:16Z

Before everything else:

♥ New layout! I temporarily gave up on image maps because they are like, t3h bitch. V1.0, because this is the only version I bothered to name. I heart heart heart the cap on the upper left. It's perfection. I have a feeling that the frame on the upper right isn't bevilled and embossed and shadowed properly, but according to my PSD it is. It's quite disconcerting. oO Oh well. TR Love. OTPness, J&J, knockers and all. Grunge borders by Tackybrush. Icon and coding by yours truly.

♥ New email address! My main websites update me now at des@fushigiyuugi.net. You should too.

♥ The USB wire that uploads pictures from my camera is gone. T_T I'll hunt around for one so I can make cocky picture posts, which I assume everyone wants to see omg.

Instructions:
Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation of what the word means to you and why, and then pass out letters to those who want to play along.

I got a Y from sherlock_hound, so:

1. Yemen: In the 7th grade, I found myself attached to a country I know zip about.
2. Ye: My now-standard reply to anyone that calls my attention or says something I agree with and/or find amusing and/or pleasurable. (Also, after checking the dictionary, it is also a literary pronoun, the archaic plural of thou.)
3. Yellow: A color.
4. Yanagi: Nuriko's mark as a seishi. ♥
5. Ya Shosla S Uma: "All The Things She Said" in Russian.
6. Yakitori: The usual aside-from-sashimi dish.
7. Youngblood: An interesting project of the... Inquirer's? Yeah. Lots of interesting gems in there. (Well, once upon a time.)
8. YMCA: Mother used to get me to rock out to this when I had no sense of dignity.
9. Yorkie: Peppie The Pirate, my Nintendog, is one. Though, thanks to my sister~~'s selfishness~~, I haven't seen him nor Lemon in almost a week. X3
10. Yonkers: Something I use, maybe as an adjective similar to nutters, or a synonym to knockers. ^_^

And just because it looks like so much fun, the baduy things from _stillframe_. In random order:

1. I so love The Pussycat Dolls. ♥_♥ They only want what they want, my hahaha, hahaha. Oh shut up. Shut up!

2. I sing along to the Italian version of Rent and to the themes of Fushigi Yuugi, even if I don't know the words.

3. I make atypical romance AMVs in my head, and they're all set to Pag-Agos. (Good Pag-Agos video = OTP.)

4. Whenever I see a boy I find omgwapisimo, I find myself unable to suppress a huge cheeky-ass grin. Scruffy boys on vacation, usually.

5. I make icons for my personal enjoyment.

6. I use the FFN Search Engine. Notice the story category. @_@

7. My favorite Disney movie is The Emperor's New Groove and I love it so so so so much, it's not even cute anymore. Once upon a time, I re-enact scenes from it spontaneously. Irregardless of the number of characters involved in it.

8. I used to own a herd of Skydancers. I'd let them go at the same time, watch them knock into each other and crash to the ground. Repeat process until amusement runs out.

9. Fandom influences me heavily. I role-play(ed) in real life. Once upon a time, I was Kathryn Janeway, captain of the Federation starship Voyager, Voyager being the entirety of Poveda. The gym was the holodeck, the canteen was the mess hall, the clinic was sick bay, the main gate was the shuttle port, Segovia gate was the cargo bay, 6D was the bridge and my table was the captain's quarters. I referred to those areas as such. I was Kathryn Janeway, captain of the Federation starship Voyager, and I demanded to be referred to as such. (It was also because of Star Trek that I began taking coffee, Earl Gray tea, banana pancakes, steak and potatoes, angel hair pasta, and the habit of saying "Make it so." and "Kap'lah.") I'll keep my Pokédays and POTOdays to myself now.

10. I say "I like Pokémon" a lot, in hopes of starting a conversation. I'm also an extremely outspoken and unshakably hardcore Rocketshipper, and will squeeweeweee to anyone who is willing to listen.

Like now:

"Oh well, I guess James chose to hang up his Team Rocket costume..."

"Guess all dat money and luxury was just too temptin' for James ta give up."

"... I guess you're right."

"Prepared for trouble?"

"Hey, it's him!"

"James! Make it double!"

"Guess we're not going to get rich this time, either."

"Guess not. They wouldn't give me the inheritance."

"Oh, there's always next time. We may not make a lot of money, but we sure have got our freedom!"

"Yeah. Double trouble time?"

"Sounds great to me, James!"

AUDC.

The day in itself was absolute splendor. We're all going to be squealing surgeons.

~~Hurrah for Elise listening to pop music and reading gay haiku.~~

Hurrah for Jess Lopez and his unabashed manifestation of lykpow3r. ♥_♥! Ibilib.

Anyhoo, I, along with Casi, Chrissie (THERE CHRISSIE YAY! X3), and Kat, volunteered ourselves to be runners and/timers. Herding up your teams and escorting them to their respective rooms is funny, but stressful, for me, since I had no idea where the said rooms were. Calling out their team names and waving signs around is comparable to working at a marketplace, possibly even pimping.

I was actually keen on listening the round, motion being This house supports the creation of an independent Kurdistan, partly because I did not know that such a country existed. Sad to say, I wasn't able to understand a word that the debaters said, mostly because of their accents. I timed the round between Yokohama National University and Universitas Muhammadiyah Yogyakarta (UMY), round in favor of UMY.

This kind of thing? Real fun.

Irisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Irisa is Mummy Dearest now. Hug-hug, Mummy Dearest, hug-hug.

Goood thing nothing's happening tomorrow. I'll call about the jackets tomorrow! Tonight, I'm going to sleep late. Shower, read, Pokémon.

Dinner first, dinner first.

"Marshmallows don't talk."

"But how are you going to fall in lust with me if I don't wow you with my sarcasm and dry humor?"

ant_ithesis @ 2006-05-15T12:18:00

2006-05-15T04:57:28Z

Puberty is a phase. Fifteen years of rejection is a lifestyle.

My Lady Del pays a visit.

2006-05-07T15:55:06Z

T_T

Dear Life,

My relationship with you can be compared to that of a glamourous Hollywood couple: I'm gay and you hate yourself.

I've always thought that I'd get along with you.

First comes love.

Then comes marriage.

But it seems the bride was trampled by the horse and the carriage.

No one can deny this fact: I used to be brilliant. I used to be the darling of both the academic and artistic industries. I used to be an ideal, a goal, a dream. Not everyone can accept this, but it is conceded to through gritted teeth. Now, look at me. No, don't. Washed up before I even got on my feet. I don't like being seen like this. I don't like being seen as I am, lonely and lonesome, miserable and moved to silence.

Where is my vivacity? Where could it be, aside from at my side? Vivacity has been my constant partner, but it is now lost somewhere, among the ripped-up rough drafts and finished novels.

Ironically, you are the one who sucked the life out of me. I'm just another one of your frozen souls. I can settle for being a bleeding-heart cameraman, but without a heart or camera?

Bender once said that "Screws fall out all the time. The world is an imperfect place.", and looking at the way that things are going, I'm going to be the next one. Just falling, falling, without reaching bottom. There's also a possibility that I'm stagnant, floating, in nothingness, and the world is whirring past me, giving me the feeling of a fall.

In the world in my head, my life is the personification of a line from Rent's La Vie Boheme: Emotion, devotion, to causing a commotion, creation, vacation, mucho masturbation. In this brutal reality, I'm Time flies, time dies, glory, one blaze of glory, an I should tell you, I'm disaster; I forget how to begin it.

I should really blame my ego, my mindset about you, and about success. For so long, I've associated you with success, and success with the materialistic gratification. Sitting on a pedestal for so long made my butt and my sense fall asleep. The figurative-but-nonetheless-somewhat-tangible pins and needles don't hurt dramatically themselves, but the sheer number of all of them pricking half a centimeter into my skin in slow succession is what hurts, and hurts because it's an annoyance that can't be ignored.

I want to quote Daphne, during one of our little talks. I'd rather be have confidence and suck than not have confidence and be brilliant. Her words ring true inside me. Blame me, blame us, for being a tad bit idealistic, naive, even ignorant. It's human nature, methinks, to prefer feeling good than being good. It doesn't matter what anyone tells you, how wonderful you are, how precious your gift, how far you've come, if you don't feel that, you'd put on A Smile then complain about how everyone's a lying bastard. Proof that, at the end of the day, no matter how inferior you see yourself to be, your opinion is what matters most.

Blah, blah, blah!

Maybe you're right. Maybe it's the bout of delirious philosophy that comes pre-birthdays. Or just the blues. This specific summer that you've given to me. It doesn't feel like a summer. That is, in the oh-so-beloved connotation that it brings up. Summer?

What's summer?

Who the hell crams in papers and essays during the summer? Who complains about classes at inconvenient times that coincide with good sleep time? If this is summer, why am I so worried? Why am I so down? So lazy?

So.

Tired.

Life, I want my ooooooooomph back. Return it, lest I be forced to get off my 36-inch ass and yank it out of you.

Or perhaps that's what you'd want me to do.

That's it.

Double-time, people.

Life. Life, Life, Life, Life, Life. You are a bitch. DIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Lots of luuuuuuuv,
Des

PS. Come back, you whore, I miss you.

</senseless>

I don't know about you, but this stream-of-consciousness thing really helps flush the crap out of the system. \:D/

OMG TRANSLATE TRANSLATE!

2006-04-23T09:47:23Z

._.

*points and babbles*

Memes

2006-04-19T10:46:45Z

Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)
time started: 5.13 pm
full name: Patricia Marie Cabigao Descallar *yawn*
nickname(s): Trisha, Patdes, Des
birthday: May 11, 1991
where were you born: Iunno.
zodiac sign: Taurus
height: 5'3"
weight: ~~110 lbs~~ Iunno.
hair color: Black.
eye color: Dear, it's not black. Darkest brown. Only primeapes have black eyes.
shoe size: 7 or 7 1/2, usually.
ring size: 3.14
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): Undeniably Asian. A bitch to tan.
blood type: A?
grade: Sophomore.
GPA: HA!
siblings: One younger sister.
tattoos: None.
piercings: One on each ear.
hobbies: Cruising the emotional spectrum.

favorite
color: Starfleet Command's beee-yoooo-teeee-ful combination of red and black. Aye, captain!
food: Japanese anything. Aaaah, I eat like a male Japanese college student who only eats to stay alive.
candy: Chocolates. Hazelnut. Anything gummy and chewy like tapes and worms, but not bears.
type of cheese: No preference. I hardly take cheese.
pizza topping: Hawaiian. Am I seriously the only one?
salad dressing: Caesar.
sandwich: Egg Salad. Grade 7 days haunt.
cereal: Trix
fruit: Mangoes.
berry: Strawberries and blueberries.
cake: I'm not a cake person. Shoot me.
book: Where do I begin? Oh. NEIL GAIMAN OMFGZ DROOL.
movie: The Breakfast Club. I can watch that movie repetitively for twenty-four hours with no complaint. Also hot? Rent. Take me out tonight! Meow.
magazine: Music and lifestyle magazines, for the het and the queer.
newspaper: *skips*
tv show: Fushigi Yuugi. ♥♥♥ Need I say more?
website: my LJ.
radio station: Pass.
font: Franklin Gothic Medium, Times New Roman.
cartoon character:
artist (painter): Salvador Dali
actor: Pierce Brosnan, Richard Gere and Patrick Wilson.
actress: Julianne Moore and Winona Ryder.
cd: Right now? The soundtrack to Aladdan.
song: It's time to begin, now count it in: 5, 6, 7, 8!
music group: Anberlin, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, The Late Isabel.
music type: Broadway. Classical. Rock.
day of the week: Tuesdays and Thursdays.
month: May.
season: ~~Autumn~~
holiday: Halloween.
shampoo: Head & Shoulders with menthol. Nakakalamig ng ulo, sarap!
conditioner: I don't.
number: 66 and 68.
phrase: "OH. MY. GOD.", followed by squeaky ramblings that fit the occasion.
store: Artwork and Fully Booked.
weather: Cloudy but still bright.
restaurant: UNO OMG LOVE.
channel: ETC Second Avenue. Only because they have Maury Povich and Jerry Springer CONSECUTIVELY!
teacher: The batch I got for grade 7, flaws and all.
weekend activity: Reading and dancing and digital art-ing.
hangout: Powerplant.
house color: I keep on forgetting. I think it's beige, or pink.
sport to watch: Figure Skating, Dancesport, Surfing, and Exhibition Billiards.
sport to play: Wall-Climbing, Tennis.
animal: Cats. Bunnies, particularly the snow-white one with almond eyes I named Hikaru.
flower: Roses. Color me romantic. And sunflowers! ♥
guy's name: Ben
girl's name: Fern. XD
board game: Checkers and Chinese Checkers.
party game: Cranium + Truth Or Fib
story from childhood: The Owl And The Pussycat. It was in verse form, and I used to know it all by heart.
body part: Hands, legs, and ass.

have you ever
been on a train: Yes.
been on a plane: Dragged on one, yes, kicking and screaming and punching the air. (AIRCRASH INVESTIGATIONS OMG *SOBWHINE*)
been in a car accident: Mild.
caused a car accident: No.
run into a wall: And knocked down a crucifix? Hell no. ;]
burned a potato chip: No.
almost burned the house down: No. Faulty electrical wiring is to blame, not me.
smoked: No.
been drunk: No.
been high: No.
broken the law: No.
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): No. HAHAHA!
kissed someone of the opposite sex: Secret. *wiggles eyebrows*
kissed someone of the same sex: Secret. *wiggles eyebrows*
frenched an animal: ._.
made out: With? XD
had cyber sex: No.
gotten engaged: Yes. According to my old old Xanga, I married Gerard Butler and Sarah Brightman on August 14, 2004.
had an online relationship: Nope.
been rejected by a crush: Nope.
loved: Yes.
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: No.
cried in public: Only in. XD
cried over a movie: I have.
fallen asleep in a movie theater: Never.
given someone a bath: Nope.
been to a boarding school: Not yet. ;o
been home-schooled: Nope.
lost a valuable item: Wallet with pitcher cards and fifty freakin' dollars. T.T
bungee jumped: Not yet.
skied: Snowboarding over skiing.
met the president: No.
met a celebrity: NEIL GAIMAN TEH ROCKSTAR. And Wawi Navarroza. TWICE.
gotten a cavity: A long, long time ago.
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: I don't think so.
made a prank call: Never.
skipped school: Yizz.
faked sick to get out of school: Yizzzzzzzzzzzz.
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: Nope.
climbed a tree: Yep! Picking siniguelas in Batangas and shooting them into a huge-ass basket in the ground!
fallen from a tree: Yep. T.T
broken a bone: Nope.
sprained anything: Nope. At least I don't remember. x_X
passed out: Every MWF, for ten to twenty minutes, after Powerdance.
made yourself pass out: I don't think so.
been to disney world: YEAH OMG!
been to a theme park (not disney): EK? XD
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): Yeah.
made a model volcano (working model): Nope. I do rockets.
made a clover leaf with your tounge: Say what?

past
what did you do yesterday: Tambay at Peepay's. ;]
memory you miss the most: Being bombastic in group classes.
memory you want to forget: Ack. No. More.
something you regretted after it was done: Ack. No. More.

the last
song you heard: Prince Ali! Fabulous he! Ali Ababwa!. I played it eight times.
cd you bought: Soundtrack to Aladdin.
thing you said: "OhmygodYES!"
time you cried: Yesterday. ._.
movie seen in a theater: Rent.
thing you ate: Shrimps.
person who called: Mi abuela.
nail polish shade worn: Currently wearing two coats of African Plum.
time you showered: This morning, before leaving for Powerdance. Will soak again after Fushigi.
person who complimented you: Lola. As per usual. XD

at this moment
what are you listening to: The comforting sounds of the keyboard.
what are you wearing: Family Day's Dunk The Junk shirt, yellow shorts, underwearzzz and a half ponytail.
what are you thinking: "I want my iPod back."
what are you scared of most: Being lost.
how many people are on your buddy list: Last time I checked my Y!M, I had 150+.

future
occupation: Superstar.
marriage site: Somewhere classic.
honeymoon: Venice.
place to live: Anywhere in Europe. London Below? ;)
kids: A lot of bebes.
car: SUV with a killer sound system.
what are you doing tomorrow: Writing workshop.
do you think george bush will be reelected: Most likely.
will there be a wwIII: Not in my lifetime.
will politics ever be truthful: Never.
will humanity snuff itself out: Yes.
can the gov. be changed: No.

friends
best friend: Daph and Das! ♥ Oh yeah, Nexca. Hey Nexca. >:D<
funniest: Das. Ulul.
silliest: Toni. Charley. CHARLEY ZOMG I MISS YOU.
loudest: Toni
quietest: Elya.
craziest: Ever-boody.
calmest: Nex. Usually. *shifty eyes*
skinniest: Dafatter. Ironic, noh?
best secret keeper: I haven't really told anyone anything. How sad for me, noh?
worst secret keeper: Me. Ha.
the one you have but don't want: Si Abelardo. Yihee! Want me to turn it up?
smartest: I have no stupid friends.
preppiest: Prep is so ambiguous, noh?
peppiest: Blank for now.
most hyper: That's a toughie, Everyone is bordering on ADHD na kasi, eh.
hottest: Nina. Hi Nina. Yeah, you, Nina. ~~And Elise.~~
weirdest: Hmm.
biggest pervert: Peepay. ;*
most annoying: HAAHAAAAAAA.
shyest: Walang hiya kaming lahat.
most religious: Would I know, really?

do you believe in
heaven: Yes.
hell: Yes.
angels: Yes.
devil: Yes.
god: Yes.
buddha: No?
aliens: Yes.
ghosts: Yes.
spirit (soul): Yes.
soulmates: No.
reincarnation: Yes.
love at first sight: No.
karma: Sure.
love in general: Yes.
luck: Yes.
yourself: Sometimes.

crush
who and when was your first crush: I don't remember. Grade 3?
any now: Nakago and Nuriko. Especially when they're together. Whappak!
a celebrity crush: Wawi 4evr.
who do you want to be with right now: No one.
whos number do you want: Nada.
who do you want to kiss: Nada.
what is something you don't understand about the opposite sex: That whole having-a-penis thing. Mind-boggling.
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: Nuriko. XD
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: 12. I'm so fantastical.
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: Hair.
what do you look for personality-wise: Intelligence, depth and artistic prowess.
biggest turn on: Snappy dressers.
biggest turn off: Bad conversationalists. OR NO CONVERSATION AT ALL. X(
something they wear that turns you on: Black.
something they wear that turns you off: Hmmm.
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: A serenade. A GOOD ONE.
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: BEH.
what do you wear on a coffee date: Something nice and casual.
is it right to flirt if you're taken: No.
is cyber cheating: Sure.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: Sure,.
who would you like to take to the prom: I don't know yet.
do you want to hug somebody right now: Yes.
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: Yes. ;o

describe
mellow: Marshmallows.
melancholy: Tossing and turning at two in the morning.
the perfect date: Coffee shop, movie, books and music.
the perfect mate: Wholly satisfying.
how m&m's are made: The same way a baby is, duh.
why manhole covers are round: Easier transport. Also, the round covers make them less prone to falling in. Ha?

one or the other
coke/pepsi: Coke.
sprite/7-up: Sprite.
boxers/briefs: Boxers.
gold/silver: Silver.
vanilla/chocolate: Chocolate.
flowers/candy: Candy.
book/magazine: Books.
tv/radio: TV.
glass half empty/half full: Half-empty.
democrat/republican: Hmmm.
colored pencils/markers: Markers.
coffee/tea: Coffee.
sun/moon: Moon.
day/night: Night.
hot/cold: Cold.
dog/cat: Cats.
button/zipper: Zipper.
cotton/feather pillow: Feather pillows.
blue/purple: Purple.
plumber/trashman: Plumber.
jeans/shorts: Jeans.
long distance relationship/none: None.
mechanical/regular pencil: Regular.
matt/ben: Neither. Never.
that 70's show/simpsons: The Simpsons
kelso/eric: Kelso
donna/jackie: Jackie
bart/lisa: Lisa
romeo/juliet: WEH
romantic comedy/thriller: Thriller.
nsync/bsb: Nsync. It's gonna be mey.
peanut butter/jelly: Both.
waffles/pancakes: Pancakes.
letter/email: Either.
florida/california: Florida, definitely.
pizza/burgers: Burgers
hat/visor: Hat.
football/rugby: Football.
iceskating/blading: Ice-skating.
movie at home/in theater: As long as the flick's good.

first thing you think of when you hear
yellow: Oh no.
red lipstick: Meow.
socks: Pink!
cowtipping: Kink?
moulin rouge: My classmates re-enacting it for the sad happy little vaudeville show.
greenland: Time.
iceland: Greenland.
harry potter: JK Rowling.
red: Star Trek.
blackberry: Blueberry.
rose: Ribbons.
rooster: I'm tired of staring at the sun, can't stand the way it burns my eyes.
taxes: Thank God I'm a minor.
bill clinton: Jay Leno.
whipped cream: A fruit parfait.
george w. bush: Jay Leno.
lollipops: Eating one is so whappak.
dreams: Nakago/Nuriko.
love: Hotohori/Nuriko
guys: Please.
south park: Hooboy.
boy bands: Once upon a time.
penguins: Violent penguins!
girls: Keep your dignity, keep your dignity! Oh, damn.
thong: Itchy.
death: Dream. OTP. XD
spoons: kitty. Volatile combo. ;]
junk mail: Hate.
dairy: Ice cream.
panties: Boy shorts.
your father: Hooboy. Here we go.
pizza: Fun, sometimes.
britney spears: She was destined for that.
vitamin: mineral.

are you
happy: Okay.
sad: Not really.
religious: Spiritual.
bitchy: I can be.
crazy: I don't think so.
messy: Yes.
mad: Not right now.
slacker: Most often. T.T
nerd: No.
bookworm: Screw the label.
jock: Nope.
preppy: When no one's looking.
selfish: Yes.
giving: Symbiotic.
obsessive: Yes. *shame*
violent: Oh no.
calm: Relaxed.
peaceful: Not yet.
mellow: Yep.
eccentric: I have my kinks.
caring: Yes. ONLY YOU DON'T KNOW IT HAHAHAHA.
untrustworthy: No, no.
loyal: Yes.
patriotic: Heh.
perverted: I'll let you answer this one.
colorful: OMG SQUEE YESS! *finds stringed fish*
artistic: Sure.

miscellaneous
what color is your jacket: It's summer. Screw that.
do you shave: When the outfit calls for it.
where: My legs.
what color is your razor: Pink.
what size is your bed: Single.
what color crayon would you be: Dark orange.
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 3738
feelings on abortion: No.
how lond does it take you to shower: Anywhere from fifteen minutes to one and a half hours. Splash!
what does your screenname mean: My favorite -at the time- figure of speech, with an underscore for the heck of it.
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: Pass.
who do you trust the most: Friends.
is cussing a necessity in life: Yes.
how about coffee: YUZZZ.
is the world screwed: Not so much for me to give up living in it?
what something you cant live without: For a time, music. Then I went iPod-less for two weeks. Literature.
what time did you fall asleep: I sleep early when I need to be out of the house by ten or earlier, but usually, I conk out at around three or four.
know what 69 means: Oral sex.
how about 143: I know, but I can't remember.
can you live without a microwave: I have.
what do think about death: Hot.
where and when do you want to be married: Iunno.
do you want to drop out of school: No. Getting out early with merit is welcome.
why is the sky blue: Refer to Reader's Digest.
what is a good trait about yourself: I know when to keep quiet. No really, I do.
what do you always think about: Tomorrow.
what is wrong with your school: Don't get me started.
what is right with your school: The Debate Team. \m/
how do you react to change: I go with it.
do you talk to yourself: All the time.
what is your opinion on love: It's bound to happen.
can you afford to lose weight: Yes.
what color would you dye your hair: I'd never dye my hair. Temporary highlights that wash out in three weeks is my max.
best thing anyones told you: I'm still in the game.
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: If male, "You sexist pig!". If not, "Hey, you know what? You too. Good taste."
does being psycho appeal to you: Don't be surprised if I say no.
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: Drama, drama, drama.
what would you change your name to: Anything. It's so blah. I want a cool last name though. Something with more than four syllables, followed by a dash, and something else.
longest crush lasted how long: They don't.
tme finished: 6.46 pm, with frequent pauses to watch FY.

and

Stolen from Aika. 40+ means I'm spoiled. Hmmm.

Do you have:
(1) your own cell phone
( ) a television in your bedroom
(2) an iPod/MP3 player
( ) a photo printer
( ) your own phone line
( ) TiVo or a generic digital video recorder
(3) high-speed internet access (i.e., not dialup)
( ) a surround sound system in bedroom
( ) DVD player in bedroom
( ) at least a hundred DVDs
( ) a childfree bathroom
( ) your own in-house office
( ) a pool
( ) a guest house
( ) a game room
(4) a queen-size bed or larger
( ) a stocked bar
( ) a working dishwasher
( ) an icemaker
( ) a working washer and dryer
( ) more than 20 pairs of shoes
(5) at least ten things from a designer store
(6) expensive sunglasses
( ) framed original art (not lithographs or prints)
( ) Egyptian cotton sheets or towels
( ) a multi-speed bike
( ) a gym membership
(7) large exercise equipment at home
( ) your own set of golf clubs
( ) a pool table
( ) a tennis court
( ) local access to a lake, large pond, or the sea
( ) your own pair of skis
( ) enough camping gear for a weekend trip in an isolated area
( ) a boat
( ) a jet ski
( ) a neighborhood committee membership
( ) a beach house or a vacation house/cabin
( ) wealthy family members
(8) two or more family cars
(9) a walk-in closet or pantry
( ) a yard
( ) a hammock
( ) a personal trainer
( ) good credit
(10) expensive jewelry
( ) a designer bag that required being on a waiting list to get
( ) at least $100 cash in your possession right now
( ) more than two credit cards bearing your name (not counting gas cards or debit cards)
( ) a stock portfolio
(11) passport
( ) a horse
( ) a trust fund (either for you or created by you)
(12) private medical insurance
( ) a college degree, and no outstanding student loans

Do you:
(13) shop for non-needed items for yourself (like clothes, jewelry, electronics) at least once a week
( ) do your regular grocery shopping at high-end or specialty stores
(14) pay someone else to clean your house, do dishes, or launder your clothes (not counting dry-cleaning)
(15) go on weekend mini-vacations
( ) send dinners back with every flaw
( ) wear perfume or cologne (not body spray)
(16) regularly get your hair styled or nails done in a salon
( ) have a job but don't need the money OR
( ) stay at home with little financial sacrifice
(17) pay someone else to cook your meals
(18) pay someone else to watch your children or walk your dogs
(19) regularly pay someone else to drive you
( ) expect a gift after you fight with your partner

Are you:
( ) an only child
( ) married/partnered to a wealthy person
(20) baffled/surprised when you don't get your way ( ^^" )
( ) been on a cruise
(21) traveled out of the country
(22) met a celebrity
( ) been to the Caribbean
( ) been to Europe
( ) been to Hawaii
(23) been to New York
( ) eaten at the space needle in Seattle
( ) been to the Mall of America
( ) been on the Eiffel tower in Paris
( ) been on the Statue of Liberty in New York
( ) moved more than three times because you wanted to
( ) dined with local political figures
( ) been to both the Atlantic coast and the Pacific coast

Did you:
( ) go to another country for your honeymoon
( ) hire a professional photographer for your wedding or party
( ) take riding or swimming lessons as a child
(24) attend private school
( ) have a Sweet 16 birthday party thrown for you ( I'll have a ~~debut~~ coming-out party at 18 ;] )

Whaddya know, 24. Squeee, balance.

Yeah, yeah, I miss my LJ, yeah yeah.

2006-04-17T12:04:27Z

Remember me? <3
Hi, Flist.

</cryforattention>

T.T

2006-03-31T06:58:14Z

"What time is this thing of yours?"

"8 am until 5."

"It's already 8:30."

"Fashionably late."

•••

"Are you even sure it's today?"

"Of course I am! I wrote it on my planner ages ago, April 1."

"PATRICIA TODAY IS MARCH 31!"

"OH SHIT!!1"

"DON'T CURSE!"

•••

"I'm going to make up for this big time, I swear."

"On Report Card Day?"

"Teeee-Dot-Teeee."

•••

"I swear, this will never happen again."

"Given that there will be anymore agains in your future, see to it that it won't."

"OMG NO WAY YOU DID NOT JUST-"

"SHUSH! YOU'RE IN ENOUGH TROUBLE ALREADY!"

"WEH!"

•••

"So what are you going to do now?"

"Eat and sleep."

"Aren't you going to change first?"

"No, I like the outfit."

•••

"So maybe I will change. But I'm hanging this up for future use."

BANDWAGON AGAIN YAY!

2006-03-30T12:24:17Z

Posted here for my further study and ponderance. Props to honest_illusion for enlightening me.

I tried out TrustFlow II for LiveJournal. The following people not on the friends list for ant_ithesis are close by:

77words, purple_biatch, parfattykins, shutupforonce, xcatchafirex (100 - 150)
angelinme220, potterpuffs, wala_na, a_x, oplan_haraya, stellularx, freja_irihs, pottersues (150 - 200)
princessjustine, pingponged, ladynala, riatayde, hangingoutonmtv, fireillusionist, lafemmedarla, final__desire, foxreddick (200 - 250)

christinedaae, my_wonderful, nixjao, marie_sue, kat097 (250 - 300)
green_tea10105, tishmyshit, ihaveonlynow, harry_potters_1, frank, granolabars, zyzzybalubah, vivielessar (300 - 350)
mandirt, casoo, ellatsinela, lookingforwater, sprkleinthesky, dark_enlighten, ghostwritten2, face_your_fate, phantasmic_doof, polly_moopers, quizgalaxy, tsien_sher, filipinoz_rule (350 - 400)
xobeeuteaful, _xtraordinary, ninetywhitelies, adoboflakes, rouge_vouge, divanetta84, tyriangalley, danyakristie, iharthdarth, r_teasdale, sugar_luva, xxxbekxxx, sugarluva, idril_evenstar, uclagaston, nekosupergirl (400 - 450)
cadenza5, sbe_layouts, starianprincess, darkchild46, ohpaintbrush, reg_ay, sairuh, darkpoet_sants, catsplay, chocolate_jamie, barcelona9, rickmansbitch, desiderio, partybird, justspies, chatastic, panarophile (450 - 500)
_breathtaken, retrosnap, sherlock_hound, stoked, 4e3pa, sirenofaverne, masked_maestro, bardintraining, lexa_wexa, lifeacctomoi, swankydustin (500 - 550)
havens, xtinanmagz, beau2fulstranga, karaoke_soul, oblivioneclipse, arcanedream, aini_authoress, windchanter, eowisnuts, myxramen, hellzhitman, coupletspork, kurenaikami, totallynuts, kudoskudoskudos (550 - 600)

Created by ciphergoth; hosted by LShift.

TrustFlow II: Who is closest to your friends list?

ant_ithesis @ 2006-03-28T19:44:00

2006-03-28T10:08:59Z

GRAAAAAAAAGH!

March is so boring. The downside of getting out of school early. Everything goes by so slowly because everyone else is occupied. Lfioamdjglpspo. I can't wait for April. April is when all the fun shit starts.

Now, for the pointless memes, hands down, will always remind me of the Summer of 2006. ♥

In my little world, more updates = less sense.

But it's summer, right? And sense isn't really the point.

Anyway. I've been tagged. I feel loved.

From crazy4this_girl

List seven songs you're into right now. No matter what the genre, whether [or not] they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs, then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Bui-Doi from Miss Saigon: I've recently fallen in love with this musical, just recently! The OBC's interpretation gives me chills.

They're called bui-doi, the dust of life
Conceived in hell and born in strife
They are the living reminders of all the good we failed to do
We can't forget, must not forget
That they are all our children too

2. Hey Miss Hilton by The Penfifteen Club: IT'S SO CATCHY OMG AAAHHH.

Oh my, looky there: stone-cold foxy, platinum hair
Short skirt, barely there
Make a chick wanna hate, make a boy wanna stare
Well, Miss Hilton, you must be worth a trillion bucks
Got the feelin' that you don’t really give a fuck
Miss Hilton, I like the way you push and glide
Rollerskates on a social butterfly, whoo!

3. Lacrimosa by Regina Spektor: Regina Spektor really reminds me of Delirium. In fact, one of these days, I'll post about her in neil_gaiman. She's so quirky. Her creativity makes me smile.

If my garden would have a fence, then the rabbits couldn't just come in
And sit on the grass
And eat all the flowers
And shit

4. Vienna by Russell Watson: OMG OMG OMG! I'm in love with Russell Watson again. ♥

The music is weaving, haunting those pizzicato strings
The rhythm is calling alone in the night as the daylight brings a cool, empty silence
The warmth of your hand and the cold grey sky
It fades to the distance

5. The Tower by Vienna Teng: She's such a talented writer, I hate it. The beautiful rawness of her voice humbles me.

The one who survives by making the lives of others worthwhile
She's coming apart right before my eyes
The one who depends on the services she renders to those who come knocking
She's seeing too clearly what she can't be: what understanding defies

6. Body 21 by Morningwood: This band is so cute.

First it was my legs, now my heart is open,
All of it was D.I.Y.
I still wanna play but I'm sick of the gropin', and if we're gonna meet, I'll look in you in the eye
I might've made mistakes but I call it learnin', you can call it what you will
If I had a candle and it was burnin', it would be from one end
That's enough of a thrill

7. Dancing Through Life by Wicked: It's SUCH A SHOWTUNE. Geez, but I love it anyway. I take the last line as my mantra now. Tee hee!

Dancing through life, skimming the surface, gliding where turf is smooth
Life's more painless for the brainless
Why think too hard when it's so soothing?
Dancing through life
No need to tough it when you can sluff it off as I do
Nothing matters but knowing nothing matters
It's just life, so keep dancing through

Hence, teasp_oon, 1wingedpianist, steel_lily09, monnialexis, candy_003, tuffluv and fire_starter90, you have been tagged!

Next.

From _stillframe_

Write a list of seven happy things, and seven angry things.

:)
1. I've began writing again! It just came, just like that, while I was eating lunch the other day.
2. Powerdance is love. I don't look that stupid anymore yay! And on that note, I just discovered that orange Gatorade is teh love.
3. I used minimalist coding on my new Xanga and it turned out really spiffy. @_@
4. RENT IS HERE ZOMG ZOMG! Concerned parties, wait for an IM from me.
5. I have a new bag. It has Salvador Dali on it. It's so effing cool.
6. I finished Kirby: Nightmare In Dreamland. Yes, that's an achievement.
7. It's almost April. :)

>:(
1. My Imageready refuses to save optimized! And I'm so close to finishing a wicked new header!
2. My computer is the breeding ground for spyware. Who gets thirty-six pop-ups in five minutes?
3. On a similar note, my computer is not only infested with viruses, but is a viral infestation in itself. Everything HANGS! Even the McAfee hangs. :|
4. My LimeWire doesn't work. I'm itching to download new names, and it won't.
5. ~~All my rants have to do with my computer. I have no life. Slash, cry, mope.~~ I'm too lazy to finish that survey shiznit. You know what I'm talking about. More likely than not, I asked-and-or-recruited you for it.
6. Fifty more pages until I finish Of Love And Other Demons, I run out of book money.
7. IT IS SO HOT. :(

In turn, I'm tagging theblackdomino, wrong_side_up, dracschick, phantomgirl110, ashwings101, fistfuloftheory and, once you get back, myself_0426. I miss you too! ♥

OMG. Can I just say. MIAKA IS SUCH A BITCH. Hotohori just fought off his beautiful behind for her, and when poor Tamahome gets one little scratch, she goes "OMG NO TAMAHOME!!11". Yeah, because he was the only man out there with shiny swords in the soaking wet. @_@

I'll eat now.

Humble(d) enough to ask for help, etc, etc.

2006-03-22T09:34:40Z

I've been burdened with an aimless summer job. Part of the job requirement is to survey 100 people on ink and ink refills. Lovers and concubines, this is where you come in. If you would be a dear, download the survey right here, answer it, and email it to me. It's a short, non-invasive, no-brainer survey on ink and ink refills. ( + ) Also, it would help if you redistributed the survey to your friends? ( You have friends, right? ) Just email it back to me as well.

DES' SURVEY COUNT: 34/100

If I can get at least ten a day for the next two weeks, I can go above quota and maybe get a bonus(!!!).

BUT REALLY.
JUST PLEASE HELP ME GET MY MOTHER OFF MY BACK.
IF I HEAR THE WORDS "WORKING DISCIPLINE" AND "REAL-WORLD SURVIVAL" AGAIN,
I ~~MIGHT~~ WILL IMPLODE.

••••••••

Also, the theme of stagestillness's latest icon challenge is Phantom-Meets-Anberlin. Icons are purdy. Interested parties, click here to view and vote. ;)

••••••••

In other news, my new layout. It's dedicated to _stillframe_ and theblackdomino, in the spirit of If you can't beat 'em, cooperate with 'em like hell. Reluctantly, I still love those two. But bitterness aside, it's really spiffy. Whoa.

*mutter*

Help me with my stupid-ass job. ↑

More muttering and grumbling ensues.

••••••••

† Fin

ant_ithesis @ 2006-03-20T00:48:00

2006-03-19T16:42:07Z

Summer makes me a sucker for memes.

It's either.

Copy, paste as into a comment, and fill in the blanks. :)

1. I ____ Des.
2. Des is ____.
3. If I were alone in a room with Des, I would _____.
4. I think Des should _____.
5. Des needs ______.
6. I want to ______ Des.
7. Someday Des will ________.
8. Des reminds me of _______.
9. Without Des __________.
10. Memories of Des are ________.
11. Des can be __________.
12. Worst thing about Des is _________.
13. The Best thing about Des is _________.
14. I am ________ with Des.

or

Stolen from teasp_oon

Same, same. Copy, paste, answer.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I
1. died from natural causes:
2. said I liked you:
3. kissed you:
4. lived next door to you:
5. started smoking:
6. stole something:
7. ran away from home:
8. cried in front of you:
9. Cried because of you:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY
1. Personality:
2. Eyes:
3. Hair:
4. Smile:

WOULD YOU
1. Be my friend?:
2. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
3. Hold my hand?:
4. Take a bullet for me?:
5. Keep in touch?:
6. Try and solve my problems?:
7. Love me?:
8. Make fun of me?:

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Lied to make me feel better?:
2. Liked me?:
3. Wanted to kiss me?:
4. Wanted to kill me?:
5. Smiled thinking about me?:
6. Broke my heart?:
7. Kept something important from me?:
8. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

Or both. :>

Pleeeeeeeeease? ;3

Preferrably both. Sulitin mo na, ~~slut~~ mehn. ♥

{ she don't eat meat, but she sure like the bone. }

Stop, cats!

2006-03-18T11:03:13Z

Stolen from fire_starter90, who probably stole it from someone else. :D

Opening Credits: Girl Anachronism - The Dresden Dolls, New Age Girl - Dead Eye Dick

Waking Up: Audrey, Start The Revolution - Anberlin, Nikolai Rimsky-Korsakov's Flight Of The Bumblebee, according to Maksim

Average Day: Change The World - Nellie McKay

First Date: Sleeps With Butterflies - Tori Amos, Cupcake - Nellie McKay

Falling in Love: Dream A Little, Dream Of Me - Michael Bublé, Once Upon A Dream - from Disney's Sleeping Beauty, It's Oh So Quiet - Bjork

Love Scene: All I Ask Of You - from The Phantom Of The Opera, Barcelona, Vienna - Russell Watson, Enough To Go By - Vienna Teng, Once In A Lifetime - Sarah Brightman

Fight Scene: Take Me Or Leave Me - from Rent, Unwritten Letter #1 - Vienna Teng

Breaking Up: There's A Fine, Fine Line - from Avenue Q, What You Never Know, Free - Sarah Brightman

Getting Back Together: Lover, You Should Have Come Over - Jamie Cullum

Life's Okay: Happy Phantom - Tori Amos

Mental Breakdown: Doll's Head, Mad March - The Late Isabel, Romanticide - Nightwish, Papa, Can You Hear Me? - Charlotte Church

Driving: Autobahn, Ready Fuels - Anberlin

Learning A Lesson: Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! At The Disco, Twentysomething - Jamie Cullum

Deep Thought: David - Nellie McKay, Samson - Regina Spektor

Flashback: For Good - from Wicked, Timewarp - from The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Someone Else's Story - from Chess

Partying: La Vie Boheme - from Rent, Jellicle Ball - from Cats, One Night In Bangkok - Murray Head

Happy Dance: Johann Pachelbel's Canon, according to this dude's wicked interpretation. @_@!

Fame: Fame - from Fame, New York Girls - Morningwood, London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines - Panic! At The Disco, Killer Queen - Queen,

Regretting: Give It All Away, She'll Hear You - Ben Jelen, So Damn Beautiful - Poloroid

Long Night Alone: I'll Be Seeing You - Billie Holiday, Amsterdam - Anberlin

Death Scene: Thomas of Celano's Dies Irae, according to the interpretation of EROS, Helena - My Chemical Romance

Closing Credits: Lullabye Of Broadway - Judy Garland, Phantasia - Julian Lloyd Webber & Sarah Chang, Where My Heart Will Take Me - Russell Watson

And hearts semi-colon

2006-03-17T13:38:56Z

Ladies and gentlemen, members of this house: I have come to the conclusion that I love my team of eleven to bitsssssssssssssssss, and loathe the fact that I am not built for dancing.

Defying subtlety.

2006-03-16T06:23:32Z

Going through the 364 pictures my Photobucket has proved to be a great time killer. Below the cut, I posted some of the more interesting pictures, two from each of the 19 pages, excluding all the albums, which aren't worth crap. No commentary at all from me. *GASP* Heaven knows how many times I wanted to type OH HOW GAY!, and didn't.

Just pictures. And numbers, but only to note what PB page each picture is found on.

Answer the question: WTF? ROFL. It's so cute, seriously. Fun for the whole family. ♥♥♥

O RLY?

YA RLY.

19.

18.

17.

16.

15.

14.

13.

12.

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10.

09.

08.

07.

06.

05.

04.

03.

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01.

In other news, check out my Chichiri-fied layout! Spankin', no da!

It came today.

2006-03-14T12:31:16Z

It came today. My new used Casio QV-R4 0. ♥ Many thanks to myself_0426 for helping me figure out how to upload them damn pitchers. ( Have fun in whatever Asian country you're going to, love! )

I FINALLY HAVE A DIGICAM OMG YAY! I want a huge-ass photo post to celebrate.

Comment with
three specific things
you want me to
take a picture of. ☺

Note the specific. I want easy picture-taking, not a creative brainstorm. :))

I'll have them up in a few days, or whenever I get enough to make a photo post that is huge-ass. I'll slap anyone who suggests anything dirty. Take this as a chance to see something like the first thing I see upon waking up. ;p But don't ask for that. That was an example. But if you'd still like to know, it's a boring pattern of a boring wall. I want the effect duva achieved here so I can do something like this.

You know, I just want to take pictures.

Guess what?
I have a digicam. ♥♥♥

Malapit na ang Fushigi!

Summer Reading List { somewhat incomplete + constantly updated }

2006-03-11T06:30:57Z

For the first time in ever, I am posting my summer reading list. @-)

1) If you have a book you think I'd like, comment with title and author.
2) If you have a copy of any of the books I've listed, comment so I can stalk to your place and borrow it sometime, and maybe hang out with you a bit after that. ;o
3) If you've read any of these books, comment with your thoughts and how you think I'd like it.

As of 03.11.06 ...
• ~~Twins by Marcy Dermansky~~ Finished 05.13
• ~~Keeping You A Secret by Julie Anne Peters~~ Finished 05.08
• ~~The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky~~ Finished 05.09
• Without You by Anthony Rapp
• ~~In The Company Of The Courtesan by Sarah Dunant~~ Finished 03.20
• ~~In Lucia's Eyes by Arthur Japin~~ Finished 05.06
• The Story of My Life by Giacomo Casanova
• ~~Memories Of My Melancholy Whores by Gabriel Garcia Marquez~~ Finished 03.12
• One Hundred Years Of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
• ~~Of Love And Other Demons by Gabriel Garcia Marquez~~ Finished 03.29
• Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
• ~~Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett~~ Finished 05.29
• ~~Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman~~ Finished 03.15
• Stardust by Neil Gaiman
• ~~Smokes And Mirrors by Neil Gaiman~~ Finished 05.21
• ~~Dance Dance Dance by Haruki Murakami~~ Finished 03.13
• ~~Sputnik Sweetheart by Haruki Murakami~~ Finished 05.31
• ~~The Elephant Vanishes by Haruki Murakami~~ Finished 03.23
• ~~Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris~~ Finished 05.19
• ~~Percolator Papers by Ellwood Hendrick~~ Finished 03.07

Posted on the first day of Summer, this entry will be constantly updated with either books added or titles deleted because they have been read, to be re-posted on the day before school starts.

w00t.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPH!

2006-03-10T16:52:26Z

Hush

Indeed, it was a memorable experience. Definitely one of the highlights of my ~~stupid~~ freshman year. ~~Sporadic lower body movements~~ Dirty dancing is enjoyable with friends. ♥ It'd have been sooooooooooo fun if fistfuloftheory made an appearance. XDDDD

Anyway, it wasn't a waste of evening or outfit. I loved my tie and my beret the most.

Thanks everyone, and tie and beret. ♥

Nexca says it perfectly: No matter where we are or what we're doing, we will find some way to enjoy ourselves somehow, as long as we're together. Followed with the XDDDD

And I got home in time to watch Fushigi Yuugi!

"Oh, man! He's blonde and so cute!"

Haaaaay, Miaka.

the Achiever
Test finished!

you chose AZ - your Enneagram type is THREE.

"I need to succeed"

Achievers are energetic, optimistic, self-assured, and goal oriented.

How to Get Along with Me

Leave me alone when I am doing my work.

Give me honest, but not unduly critical or judgmental, feedback.

Help me keep my environment harmonious and peaceful.

Don't burden me with negative emotions.

Tell me you like being around me.

Tell me when you're proud of me or my accomplishments.

What I Like About Being a Three

being optimistic, friendly, and upbeat

providing well for my family

being able to recover quickly from setbacks and to charge ahead to
the next challenge

staying informed, knowing what's going on

being competent and able to get things to work efficiently

being able to motivate people

What's Hard About Being a Three

having to put up with inefficiency and incompetence

the fear on not being -- or of not being seen as -- successful

comparing myself to people who do things better

struggling to hang on to my success

putting on facades in order to impress people

always being "on." It's exhausting.

Threes as Children Often

work hard to receive appreciation for their accomplishments

are well liked by other children and by adults

are among the most capable and responsible children in their class
or school

are active in school government and clubs or are quietly busy working
on their own projects

Threes as Parents

are consistent, dependable, and loyal

struggle between wanting to spend time with their children and wanting
to get more work done

expect their children to be responsible and organized

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You liked the test? so please RATE it...

but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-)

You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose AZ

Would you rather have chosen:

BZ (FIVE)

CZ (ONE)

AX (SEVEN)

AY (EIGHT)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 70% on ABC
You scored higher than 0% on XYZ

Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

The fact that this test is so accurate scares me shitless. oO

I might join your century.

2006-03-08T13:38:19Z

Unraveling

Certain mammals and certain elements never ever mix. Take rabbits, for example, when brough to saltwater, the sea. Irritated and agitated when exposed to the prickling heat waters, rabbits tend to react impulsively and dramatically. This is most applicable to the bunnies. Bunnies, though cute at times, are very dramatically somber in mood when it comes to sea exposure. If there's one thing a bunny cannot deal with rationally, the usual manner she deals with matters, it is the sea. More intolerant is the bunny to those who love the sea. Accomplice to the crime, which is the sea existing, according to the mind of the bunny. Bunnies, smaller than their rabbit kin, pack a meaner punch, and when this punch is powered by the electromagnetic waves of optometrists and four-star manors in the province, this mean punch becomes fatal, and therefore, the bunny becomes fatal.

This is the thinly disguised narrative of the histrionic ~~coexistence~~ somewhat civil tolerance of one Fatal Bunny and one Sea Lover. Talk about time and confusion colliding.

The nonexistent love story between the two has evolved into a melodramatic epic, involving everyone and everything, meeting at one point or another, blaming Fate when convenient.

To explain the history of a fatal bunny and a sea lover would be almost impossible without consuming at least three McDonald's hot fudge sundaes with extra hot fudge. Unfortunately, I, anachronism, only have half a cup left. Know, though, that the fatal bunny and the sea lover are pitbulls in their own right.

In this, the tale of "Unraveling", we are to join these two lovebugs at a time long past, but easily recalled, during the age when Gaylord Eppiebebs declared a civil war.

Or at least, it sounded like "civil war" to the ears of one fatal bunny and one sea lover. Maybe because it placed them together in a group. ( Do note that, to the ears of that one fatal bunny and that one sea lover, "placed together in a group" means "pitted against each other in a fucking bloody battle for life and supremacy". )To everyone else, myself, anachronism, included, it just sounded like "investigatory project".

Mass groan. "Ohhhhhh maaaaaan."

Agitated snorting. "¡Toro, toro!"

The processes and struggles are vast and restless. My amusement to all of this was endless, thinking that I, anachronism, was a neutral party, hearing both sides and laughing, secretly. Fatal bunnies and sea lovers, you see, have automated mask-shields on their person. Built-in with the species, and such. So ~~nice~~ normal to each other, absolute motherfucking son of a bitch potty mouth fuckwhores to me about the other. I didn't mind at first.

"Fatal Bunnies/Sea Lovers are so arrogant. Fatal Bunnies/Sea Lovers are so vainglorious. Curse the self-importance of Fatal Bunnies/Sea Lovers to hell!"

They complained the same thing of each other, so it was no use for defense or refutation.

This, I admit, changed slowly over time. To shorten once more, I, anachronism, say that this change made its 360° turn on the fourth of the third, 2006.

The night prior, I found out from a direct source, the Sea Lover involved an ideally uninvolved party from another world, another plane, a ghost, a phantom, 25th of the lineage.

My direct source was the 25th Phantom, and from there, I was able to deduce the truth, also based on observations and anecdotes heard that I, anachronism, buried deep in my mind until that moment. The fourth of the third, 2006, was the fourth of the four days of perversion ( not the enjoyable kind ) and disturbance that drove me off the fucking emo edge. Not because of what was said, but how and where and what the speaker was wearing during the moment the thingies were said. Because, really, who in hell brings an IP to a prom? *gigglecacklesnort*

Moving on.

No one, really, has ever requested for my death outright. I know they do, whoever they are, and I'm okay with that. As if they're man enough to pull through, and no such thing as bad publicity, right? No one's ever complained about my living or requested my killing out loud, at least not in the hearing range of any of my friends.

Because most people are ~~street-~~smart enough to realize that friends tell no matter what.

And so I was told, and I wanted to tell.

But. At request of the 25th Phantom, and for the sake of the friendship of good length I shared with this Sea Lover, I, anachronism kept mum about this to the Fatal Bunny, and our mutual friend who we share everything with, the 90th Hot Purple.

Ooh, this could get messy but you don't seem to mind
Ooh, don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

Two days later, with the forced blessing of the 25th Phantom, I broke the news to the Fatal Bunny, who raged, but silently. Once the 25th Phantom left for her world up thurr, the Fatal Bunny rampaged passionately, but discreetly.

Again, nothing from me. The year of sHell, the year which Gaylord Eppiebebs declared as "Year Of The Pitbull", was almost over, and I did not want my first year of sHell to end on a sour note.

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?

I, anachronism, ♥ ♥ ♥ Alanis Morissette.

Anyway, fast forward to four days from the fourth of the third, 2006. Add one more day, and that is the day Gaylord Eppiebebs required the surrender of the civil war, on paper.

We sent a joint plea to the 25th Phantom after an hour of silence. The very second the 25th Phantom added the Sea Lover to the Y!List, the Sea Lover spoke. Turns out heavy artillery and a stream of DANCING PANDA FURRY yields the same effect as information extraction torture.

We spoke to Sweetie Pie Lala, the lovely sweetie pie friend of the Sea Lover. She served as a relay messenger between the two of us, trying to water down the hot hot words on both parties. Noble, admirable.

Finally, it happened.

An e-conversation between the Fatal Bunny and the Sea Lover was set to transpire.

Chips, anyone?

The Sea Lover, after being asked by the Fatal Bunny, "Please send me the complete final draft!", asks, "Shall I print?"

Fatal Bunny, who had just bought cartridges of ink and sheets of good paper, replied, "No, it's okay.", accompanying it with a :) . "We" - referring to myself as well, ktnxmuch - "will print it. I have the folder already. Can we also have the preliminary pages?"

Ignoring the request, the Sea Lover argues, "Are you sure? I've got a lot of extra paper and ink."

Not backing down, Fatal Bunny casually goes, "No, it's okay. We've bought already." A pause, and then, "Can we also have the preliminary pages?"

The Sea Lover continues her case, "My mom bought three reams of paper yesterday."

"WELL MY MOM BOUGHT FOUR REAMS!" pounded the Fatal Bunny on her keyboard. A blatant lie, an obvious refutation which, I sensed, would ring bells in the Sea Lover's head, and they, I included by affiliation, would be stuck in a pointless battle of pathetic excuses. I knocked the Fatal Bunny to the side before the message was transmitted. Instead, she said, "Either way, we're printing the final draft. Can we also have the preliminary pages?"

Conversation ended there.

The Fatal Bunny stared at the screen, as if molested by it. After a period of ranting to the ever-supportive family, she brought out a huge camera, so obese it was cute.

She sat down beside me on the couch I sat on, fiddling with the camera.

"Anachronism, the Sea Lover totally sucks!"

As a good friend, I, anachronism, did not fight, but told her what she wanted to hear. "Yeah."

Knits brows together, snaps, blinded by the flash.

"The Sea Lover is so annoying. I'm so annoyed."

"I know, right?"

Lower lip over upper lip, widen eyes, snaps, blinded by the flash.

O Pat, sundo mo nandito na.

Not a total waste of a night. XDDDDDD

Public, because of Daph and Sheenskie. :P

dances around

2006-03-06T13:12:46Z

We interrupt this time period of negative mayhem for a moment of joy.

♥ ♥ ♥ wataseiconaward ♥ ♥ ♥

I'm so emo, my wrists slit themselves!

2006-03-04T11:06:57Z

XDDD

And here comes the pre-exam jolt of creativity, through a different medium this time.

Brought about by four straight days of perturbing conversations and disturbing epiphanies, I am pleased to finally unveil to my LJ friends a mini-gallery type presentation of Photoshopped collages, pictures found through Google, that I call, collectively, as:

Fucking Emo :D

Complete with slit wrists, smile-less faces, and lyric captions from alternative rock bands and archaic authors, these were blended in Photoshop 7 during a time of genuine distress and, as you'll see towards the end, attempted contrast in emotion.

In high school, it was cool to say:
You look funny
You're a retard, dummy!
A retarded dummy
Yeah, you suck, out of luck, you're no Playboy bunny
Hee hee
So you laugh, it's a gas, they're right on the money
They're just being funny, hysterically funny
Yeah, I'm stupid it's true
Now, can we be chummy?
Maybe...

But then it hits you, then it kicks you
Then you realize you're not unique
And you ignore it, you implore it just to let you get on through the week
Don't wanna think about the new armed forces, don't wanna sing about no carriage horses
I don't need this, I don't see this
All I want is inner peace

I Didn't Kill You, I Only Advocated Your Suicide And Attained The Vote Of The Masses

The long title is a nod to Panic! At The Disco, though the lines quoted are from Anberlin, their - coincidentally quite fitting - "Never Take Friendship Personal". The photo aims to direct a painful, dramatical end to the cause of mental anguish, though the direction the violence is directed to could be considered as ambiguous. Self-mutiliation or mass murder? The bebe reminds the artist of her little sister at two.

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Sorry For The Views, Iunno How To Schmooze

The title is directly based on a song by Nellie McKay, "Sari", and captioned with Panic! At The Disco, "Build God, Then We'll Talk". I don't know how to treat other people because other people don't know how to treat me. Very emo indeed. Originally black-and-white, the artist added a copper gradient on a whim, to break the monotony.

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Mathematics | Isolation

A nod to Rent, the title goes. A dash of Shakespeare inserted into the photo of happy worldly appreciation through music, obviously a stark contrast to the previous two. Free of malice and sincere, the artist likes the mardi gras beads in the background the most. Rawk on.

Oh now I do recall
We were just getting to the part where the shock sets in
And the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

&Dagger

I'll comment on your brilliance later, Nex. Dinner calls. *does the Miaka*

O_o

2006-03-01T17:07:30Z

It's 12.48 in the morn.

Spanish XD

1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
Get in, start the water, see what happens.

2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle?
Never. I open the cap, sniff, and if I don't faint, I use.

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?
~~Not by myself. >:P~~

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
My cousin and I shared a bucket once. He was 1, and I think, I was a fetus.

5.) Have you almost drowned in your bathtub?
Nah. I don't stay in bathtubs for too long, because after, say, fifteen minutes, I realize that I am floating in my own filth, then panic.

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
Just once, because I thought it'd save time. No, it didn't.

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
Yes. Those Ivory bars? Hurt like hell.

8.) How old do you look?
Let's see. My face says I'm twelve, my ass says I'm all over. *shrugs*

9.) How old do you act?
Let's see. My face says I'm twelve, my ass says I'm all over. *shrugs*

10.) What's the last song you sang?:
Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen, oh we're still so young, desperate for attention.

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
Sheepish.

12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
Study and wallow in self-pity.

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
Save a mechanical bull. Ride a Robotic Heath.

15.) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
Vomit disgusts me.

17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
Me? No, never. ~~"Oh, no, sweetie, I'm not much of a dog person. But, you know, I am into hot bitches like yourself..."~~

18) Have you ever been called a slut?
Oh, no, I'm as pure as the summer's day ~~in Tijuana~~.

19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
Not intentionally.

20). Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive?
A lot of people can play the guitar, but so few can play 'em good. And besides, just because you can go gitara doesn't mean I'll hate you any less. <3

21). Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
What're sports?

22). Have you ever eaten a whole bag of oreos?
The Mini ones.

23). How many people would come to your funeral?
Who knows, really?

24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
All of them, a multitude of "OMG NO WAY!" and "OH FUCK YEAAAAAH!".

25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
Oh, I have a lot of friends because I've ~~never~~ been called a slut before.

26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
In my past life, I did. On parchment with red ink. No, scratch that. It was signed OG. For original gangsta.

27.) Can you fix your own car?
Most likely.

28.) Have you ever turned someone down when they asked you to go out with them?
Just recently. Damn you, comprehensives.

29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
Hopefully not, because if I am, then why the hell am I hanging out with them? *gets hit by a shoe*

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
No.

31.) Have you ever been to jail?
Not yet.

32.) Should you have?
I should.

32.) Do you like the taste of beer?
Would you believe that a drop of alcohol has not had the pleasure of caressing my virgin tongue?

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
I've died a lot in my dreams.

35.) Have you ever given to charity?
I'm an obsessive-impulsive Pondo giver.

36.) Would you kill a dog for $10,000?
No.

37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
Whenever someone drops P5 down the slot in my back, yeah.

38.) Do you live with your parents?
Stuck with them, I'm afraid.

39.) Do you have plans for your future?
Die young, live forever.

Oh, check out Soc. Sci. website ICT project! ♥

You with those curves, and me with no brakes.

2006-02-25T15:21:06Z

Put your music player of choice on shuffle, and then write down the 50 songs that come up and at the end of each title add "In My Pants." Bold the ones that work the best. Laugh hysterically. Pass it on.

Nicked from yelliandewan, with love and laughter.

1. Spiderman In My Pants
2. Hiccups In My Pants
3. I Still Believe In My Pants
4. Drifting In My Pants
5. Friend Or Foe In My Pants
6. Scarborough Fair In My Pants
7. Somedays In My Pants
8. Prima Donna In My Pants
9. Angel In My Pants
10. Richard Gets Killed In My Pants
11. If I Let You Go In My Pants
12. Hoochie Woman In My Pants
13. Tijuana Taxi In My Pants
14. Gothic Sanctuary In My Pants
15. The River Cried In My Pants
16. Happy Phantom In My Pants -- Of course. ;)
17. Everybody Has The Right To Be Wrong In My Pants
18. Bibbidi Bobbidi Boo In My Pants
19. Daughter In My Pants
20. Pride In My Pants
21. A Perfect Lie In My Pants
22. Numa Numa In My Pants
23. Until The End Of Time In My Pants
24. Fallen In My Pants
25. I Enjoy Being A Girl In My Pants
26. When You Wish Upon A Star In My Pants
27. Ever After In My Pants
28. The Lesson In My Pants
29. When You're Good To Mama In My Pants
30. Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again In My Pants
31. The Big One In My Pants
32. My Immortal In My Pants
33. What I Did For Love In My Pants
34. The Jellicle Ball In My Pants
35. Cadence In My Pants
36. She Don't Make Me Feel In My Pants
37. Hakuna Matata In My Pants
38. The Way He Makes Me Feel In My Pants
39. Colors Of The Wind In My Pants
40. Water Shows The Hidden Heart In My Pants
41. I Don't Know How To Love Him In My Pants
42. Anything But Lonely In My Pants
43. Tell Me On A Sunday In My Pants
44. Fat-Bottomed Girls In My Pants
45. Melt In My Pants
46. I Have A Dream In My Pants
47. Kiss The Girl In My Pants
48. Can't Help Falling In Love In My Pants
49. It's Not Unusual In My Pants
50. Runaways In My Pants

Oh, and before I forget:

casualdisregard casualdisregard casualdisregard casualdisregard casualdisregard
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casualdisregard casualdisregard casualdisregard
casualdisregard casualdisregard
casualdisregard

Gag me with socks.

2006-02-23T04:37:36Z

Strange things happen when I wake up before 10 am on a day with no classes.

Pat Productions Presents

Excerpts

Since I have to be off to Daphne's for Adarna practice soon.

3. While I'm watching sports, my girlfriend will suddenly sit beside me in a baby tee and short shorts, pretending to be interested in the game. But I no longer am.
Tackle!

12. Lean over the arm of the couch and let me go down on you from behind. I promise you'll see starts.
Because having a nose up your ass is so kinky.

26. While you're getting dressed int he morning, bend over without any underwear on in front of me.
Then let out a huge fart. Hot.

29. As I go down on you, please keep the lights on. Half the thrill of pleasuring you is seeing your most private body part up sloce.
The other half of the thrill must be pretty bad, too.

36. Let me suck on your toes during foreplay. I promise you'll feel currents of pleasure from your feet to your innermost places.
TOE JAM YAY!

44. I had a girlfriend who liked it when I sucked her nipples through a white tee shirt. I still fantatsize about the wet spots on the fabric from where my mouth had been.
*shuts up*

46. During a trip to your parents' house, let's have a quickie in your childhood bedroom.
Arrange your teddy bears around your bed so we can make-believe we're doing it in an arena.

47. Lick the skin on the underside of my member, where the head meets the shaft. It's so sensitive, it's a secret orgasm switch.
On... Off... On... Off... On... Off... Until the switch breaks, perhaps?

48. When you're straddling me, hold my arms down by the biceps, so you're pretend-pinning me to the bed. Even though guys secretly love that sense of powerlessness.
Must remember for future reference.

50. Tell me I feel really big. it's such a boost to my sexual ego.
How about "You're so big, it scares me!"? Does that work too?

61. Cup my balls together in one of your palms and pump gently while you're going down on me.
WTH ROFL

66. My favorite twist on from-behind sex: We both lie down straight, my body extended over yours and our faces practically touching, I thrust in shallow, wide circles, which leaves you purring in pleasure.
Upperclassmen: Explain to me the physics behind this.

67. When you have on a thin, tight sweater, pleace my hands on your breasts. I love touching them.
Or even a thin shirt. Or a bathrobe. Or a hoodie. Or an apron. Whatever you happen to be wearing.

69. Take off your thing and tie my hands behind my back with it. Then have your way with me.
And how big is your girlfriend's thing?

70. Turn your request into a command. "Can you move faster?" isn't nearly as hot as "Go faster!"
How about "Last longer!"? Dammit.

71. Grab my backside during missionary, drawing me closer to you with each thrust.
Say it with me. ASS.

72. Keep your boots on.
Okay. *sheepish*

86. Sleep in the nude. I love to feel your soft skin when I reach for you in the middle of the night.
I know no other way, bumpkin.

98. Rub your breasts over my entire body, from head to toe.
First toe jam, now dandruff, next herpes!

99. Wear nothing but a thin chain belt to bed so I can pull you closer when you're straddling me.
I suggest a belt with spikes.

101. Stay in bed after we finish - I want to feel you against me as the sweat dries and your heartbeat goes back to normal.
Make me sweat first.

*bows out*

Once I get back to my house from Daphne's at around 6 or 6.30, I'll finalize my Soc. Sci. PowerPoint. I'm giving my Photoshop a break. It's always conking out, and hopefully a few hours' rest will give it the will to work for me for a few hours. ^_~